In Nepal at the moment with Shrek and the Cat…obviously that makes me donkey!! That's what we are calling ourselves….Arun is Shrek, me donkey and Eran is the Cat. We left Pune on Friday the 13 th for Delhi. In Delhi, we treated ourselves to a five star hotel for one night. It was absolutely lovely to take a break from all the meditation and enjoy the luxuries this beautiful world has to offer. I even had a dirty martini…wow! It's amazing how much I have changed in the last two months. Two months is such a short time but it seems like I've been to the highest peaks and
the darkest depths of my soul in this time. Now, I am able to enjoy the little things in life so much more. So, we swam in the pool, we drank at the bar, we chatted, ate good food, watched tv (yes, after 2 months it was nice to watch some bollywood music).
In the morning, we took our flight to Nepal and continued our journey to the Osho ashram close to Kathmandu. This ashram is literally in the middle of a jungle in the mountains of Nepal.
When we got there, we were a bit shocked at the rusticness and the isolation of the place. Right away mind started to freak out and we didn't wanna stay there. But we decided to give the place a chance for a couple of days and ofcourse after the first day, we were in love with this place. There is a whole different energy in this place…maybe it's the mountains and the trees but my meditation got really intense here. All you need
to do is sit in one place, close your eyes and you are in meditation. WOW! Intense! Bit too intense. The deeper you go into meditation, the more stuff comes up that we have repressed. It's amazing though how in tune we three are to each other's energies. We practically can feel each other's emotions. The other day I was dancing during one of the meditations and I was really deep in meditation. Suddenly out of nowhere I felt this intense pain in my heart and I knew it wasn't mine. I opened my eyes and saw Arun crying. It was his pain and as weird as that sounds, its possible to get so in tune with someone's energy that you start to have the same thoughts. Eran and me can literally communicate with each other without using words. We've tested it several times where I have a thought and ask him the answer. A totally arbitrary thought and he puts his hand on my heart or my stomach and then
tells me what I am thinking. WOW! But, we have been to some very dark places in the past week and have really helped each other through the pain. I love them both and have to say that this relationship I have with them is the most meaningful relationship I've ever been in. There are absolutely no games, we are totally naked with each other. There is immense trust and love and so much laughter.
Today, we left the ashram and we're gonna go travel in Nepal for a couple of weeks. Looks like my plans for Canada might not materialize. I find myself totally enjoying this journey I'm on at the moment and don't feel the need to interrupt it. I am thinking of going to North India in the Himalayas and then to Tibet. Travelling has taken on a whole new quality now. I am on an inner journey as well as an outer journey and for the first time really in tune with my surroundings. Enjoying each moment as it comes, being total in it…crying when I am sad, laughing when I am happy,
dancing when I am blissful, enjoying each emotion! Life is precious and too short so I am not wasting any more time. I will let you know if I still end up coming to Canada. I would send some pics but the computers in Nepal are too slow.
